Tuesday, January 28, 2020

The possibility of being wrong is exciting

Our total sense of wonderment must Cease else we likely go mad.

My mind was boggled about this idea of an ever-expanding and accelerating Universe.

How was it the speed of light could not pass the rate of the expanding Universe? But it could increase with it?

Boggletons.............

A bread crumb trail........... we follow with our little heads down.

How Sweet.

Limited comprehension.

Lost at a Mcdonalds somewhere... I kept phoning you for help and asked you to pick me up,  all you could do is think to bitch me out... in your own quandary about your sexuality... 

I was livid laying under the car in a pool of leaked oil and you got in and drove off over me...

I was screaming SAFETY issues at you... in your indifference.....  That was when I called you an,  A Sexual Cunt...

I told you I was sorry, but you don't want to accept it!

You prefer to wallow.

Getting labeled Correctly... is so important.

and don't you remember reading that book on jumping to conclusions and making assumptions?

and you with the dark hollow eyes telling me to 'Play the game'

Reaping the reward of anguish.

I am finding nobody much is really interested in listening anyway......

But then again the Universe is much bigger than all of us or is it?

The possibility of being wrong is exciting


Sunday, January 19, 2020

A little something to work on.... Many Moments

Little Ms. Vivacious.........

The minds eye view finder...........

Tall and White...........

Faux.............

Wood carvings frozen in time...

A little something to work on.... Many Moments...

Saturday, January 11, 2020

Ever Notice?

A reckoning force.

Laughter is all I am after.

A 'Word' for a modern day beat poet?

'Breaking Chain'

Personification of  'Old Man Songs'

Clasping identity .....

Making the rounds out West.....

Dossier....

Put it all together...

Drumming up... Pal....

Relishing the alone time....

Ever Notice?

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Dirty SU

What if.........

There was a message.....

Genetically  wound inside of each of   'US'?

Solely   meant for the  other.

Know as the Conceivability of ..........

Would we be so anxious to dismiss  ?

Dirty Su for being a Whore.

Dirty SU

Saturday, January 4, 2020

Transportation

Oh My God............

I was laughing so hard and Crying at the same time....  a real mixed bag.....

All I could do was try and sit down in a lounge chair in some  dingey sweaty hot lobby....  where the seats were black naugahyde and chrome.... and all worn.... 70's Motiff I suppose? perhaps  at a seedy border crossing?

I was attempting to reach out to you for I wanted to share... so I was fumbling with my phone.... and was going to text you among'st my hysterics ... but I woke up.... Sorry... I guess...?

I was going to text.... as follows......'This place is so sick I don't know if I am laughing or crying' actually both at the same time it would seem....

The police officers were laughing their asses off.... over in the corner... the one had his pants and shirt undone and his pistol belt down with his trousers.... and was  dry humping another office in a simulated sex act...  There was nothing really going on... and ... the whole crowd of them were laughing hysterically.... at the antic..... of....

I was watching from a distance.... and I too was overwhelmed... not with just the humor but with the sickness.... too....

Why I could not stop... I busted out in uncontrollable laughter mixed with crying....  I could not stand up... I  had to  find a place to sit.....

It was in some shit hole third world Country....

my head had been close earlier  to a whirling  chainsaw blade ....  and I thought how stupidly  it was I allowed myself to get in that predicament in the first place ... on my hands and knees.... the the chain saw was just running at full throttle... set on a shelf... chain a buzzing around and around  and sort just drifting off on  its own accord..... and my scalp  attached to my head was in a cubicle... inches away...  and I could not duck any further away from it.... as it drifted nearer.

sometimes waking up is a good thing........ maybe even always?