Wednesday, May 8, 2024

The whole THINGY!


 We speak of the highly controlled environs....

or for a reason to just simply manage others.....................


You know.... The dangers and risks.... OF.........


How did you come to that decision..... exactly?


A big Symbol     .........

Why a rudder which to steer by!


The all that is happening to.... fast for the some.. the many.


The delivery........ The intonation of the voice.


Let's Ax............... A.I. the million dollar questions!  NO?

Over our what little audience WE have.......


Why would my thoughts anybody's thoughts for that matter ever lend creed to another's future upcoming thought?


Let alone their impending actions....  even to the point of murderous.... 

Upon some promised future by yet another.


Lady's and Gentlemen!

Your magic moment has arrived... and among'st all the Fanfare..your commendation ..... Award!


When the way you remember it......... VS the way it was or actually IS..... DIFFER.

                                                    LOLA MAY LEER.



Friday, December 10, 2021

Of course the cause for wonder I'm


 A man sits across the parking lot in a 1968 F-150 with a heavy duty rear axel  mustard/pumpkin yellow Ford pick up truck ..... There just under the green skinned Palo Verde tree offering little shade.

The windows have cardboard on the inside to block the looking out....... And in.

A sign reads in black marker 'I need Help! Up on the dash

I approach and hear a dog 🐕 yapping.. judging a small one from it's voice.

The back of the vehicle is piled high with possessions beneath a brown tarp.. reminiscent of the Grapes of Wrath ...

It has a paper license plate....

Isn't that all funny and strange.?


What conclusion can one come to?

Say in regards to permanency and some desperation .

Perhaps it is a misleading? A misrepresentation?

I am being fooled by my senses?

I see a good bit of it...

Of course the cause for wonder.

Where are you any of us?




Tuesday, October 19, 2021

Which are the after words?

 So which are the after words to what you and I might say?

Kill me and I should pay early?

Grape seed, grape seed..........

How about getting someone to understand  where you bring me luck and  love in a world without censorship.

Tyranny somehow strikes me as much below average.

Killing yourself going fast ? how about slow?

Free reign short words and consequence.

Catching my ass.

Yes do tell me all about your business. LOL.

I am a gonna be this

I am gonna be a that...

aren't I just wonderful!

Monday, September 27, 2021

Sinking of Talon

 Marketing to a level of relativity...........

Insects..............


Observing the political climate from a submarine off of the Antarctic before surfacing............


Pointing fingers.......... SEE there...........


Our giving chase to ...  the  skirts..........


Working off of levels................


Waaaaaaaaaaay beyond conventional institutions of learning...........


Not remembering the lost two words that held the key now the never known that was to prove how wrong we are..........

A lost clue.


Neat and orderly brain power......... congratulations I guess.............


Whole picture: Connect a dot game.


Paint by number instruction...........


Look up to Wonder at the random.


More.


Selective thought process.


'Sinking of the Talon'


Why is that OK with you? when in fact it really isn't said Ask.


The condemning of the others.


The bright moon obscures


The reversal of pen.


You are your own Wonder and La La alone are the all of us.


Fun and games arcade.


Shall I go on?

Hoping so.


No walking on egg shells.




Sunday, September 26, 2021

The Days are moving right along and their lovely at last.

 

Where do we even begin with this?

Bottled up story's and cant throw them away.

Not yet.

I hope to one day.

Story's from the long forgotten farm.

Something not nice hidden.


Next thing you know we are on the Train...... in New York.

Oh it was years ago... Micky Mantle played there you know as we passed this place off in distance way up the valley called Wrigley's field.

and the man that wore the yellow  steel hat stood right there once I was told as we passed... remember him?

There was no game that day they were doing field maintenance .. and oil was dripping out of the bottom of a can... for some reason...

OMG I met a man who had 3 eyes... fuck me it was freaky but I remained polite... his breath was like a fan blowing on low... it was getting to be to much.. it was scary and looking down his throat too   he had a dog with no face... he had tried to fix it because it was ugly...  and he was left with a mechanical sort of dog.. the dog with no face it was a stout animal... He could and did hide his 3rd eye with make up... in the end when he made a public appearance... obviously he knew it freaked people out.. why else would he hide it?

I did not like the dog but  it   insisted on befriending me... and next knew the animal  was like a giant metal tick crawling up me...

Next thing I knew I got thrown out of the entire place.... out of locked doors and out into the back of the place... I did not want to be there... and with that mechanical dog  crawling up me to boot... I pulled and yanked on the door to get back in...to no avail really ..............


I did manage to tear the veneer and then the dog came to the rescue with a thin cutting device and got us in the rest of the way...  to the big mansion... in area up stairs that belonged to the mistress... and the real  old man was up there somewhere hiding .... he was mostly anti Social... so when the houseguests came up  on a tour glasses with alcohol in hand he the interloper  simply portrayed the old man... it was not hard... and the guests were all  fooled because they did not care and really did not know him well at all  any of them.... one gal even gave him two empty glasses... one was a goblet rimmed in salt and empty  the other was some sort of a smaller snifter.... also  empty.

What the fuck he thought to himself empty glasses... terrific!

Then there was the daughter and son of the woman He had shot load into... and the old man they barely knew... she had a long sort of  a pretty face... age was catching up with her and the son was a thief... albeit a good one.. he had quite a collection of gold jewelry.... well at least he was good at it the old man reckoned he did not really condone it but did not give a shit either.

The old man was sitting on a terraced step inside upstairs amongst the indoor  plants he rather liked it.

The whole thing being an imposter... was great... and who knows maybe it was actually him anyway?

The kid was fucking with the conductor on the train ... blowing incense ahead of the train somehow  then watching the conductor getting a whiff and then looking over his shoulder all irritable  as if to see whom to blame...

The kid kept a poker face... laughing his ass off inside.. the old man too... kept the secret It was some off patchouli oil... The old man enjoyed  the smelling it  too and of course watching the entire mockery bought him glee... what a fine fine boy he thought with his heart.

The kid pointed the high seats and said look way out there....and up to the left... see them?  the old man squinted... ah yes... I see where you mean.

All who were at the party....  The daughter had sort of a wet rode hard put away wet look.. and with a bit of sadness...

They were all on the train and it was going into eternity........ no one seemed very aware.

The train was full of Entity's............

Maybe it was going to Mount Shasta of sorts....... to meet with the higher ups? Then I thought of  the old man.

The family may have been bitter?  and who was that man that once disappeared never to be found?

The touching of New York yesterday must of been the apparatus ....

After all the old mans father had delivered him as an infant to South Florida's Miami Beach and it was always viewed as a gift of sorts in the younger mans mind.

Irregardless (is not a word) some say....... if that made him lucky or a non professional.... who knows? 


But..............

The chain had been unclasped ........

and perhaps the it is or becomes  just the way we see things when we are locked out of attendance ?

Don't take much to Heart it may be devastating .

They asked him if there was anything he wanted to say?

He said I love you.

and they all cried.




Saturday, June 12, 2021

Meaningless

 Meaningless

riddles and rhymes

Things that come to us out of the blue

The butt shallows of lies... LOL

Escalate

Escalate

 Escalate 

The Butt shallows of life's lies........ LOL

Things that come to me out of the blue...

Riddles and Rhymes 

Meaningless